i dont no what to say about me
are my words too harsh
my words hurting everyone
are my typing terrible
i dont no how to describle
then i here, apologised to all.

maybe what i feels, i typed
i didnt bother bout anyone feelings
but also straightforward
rather then turn a big round

thinks my family concern sucks
we dont no how to concern each other
no topic to talk
whenever i see dad
nothing to say
he works from day to night
if not overseas for week/weeks
see mum
she will start nagging and scolding
how to communicate?
i really hate it
my brother and sis i also seldom chat
all living in our own world
house is just a place for us to sleep
next morning wake up everyone's out
there's no gathering all whatever at all
house so quiet

some of your say i've changed
i dont no i've changed? do i?
after my grandma passed on, i changed?
no i just thinking how to communicate more with family
when senting off my grandma and a walking distance
i felt that i so long so long didnt hold my mum hands until that day
trying to support her
i dont no how express myself also
my family my kin ..
i feels my relatives are more concerning then my ownfamily

i didnt changed to another person ):
i hope my attitude problem or whatever it is
will stop all misunderstanding
i know some of your hide among yourself
some say out to let me know
even closest also no let go
good or bad also have, at least i know
anyway, thanks friend(S)
for saying out, yo yo!
(:


why i'm in this world?